Flashback...
Yes today had been a day of flashback and memories... God and bad!
Just been sat here speaking about old stuff that has been and gone, the people we have lost along the way. So many that still deserve to be on this earth....
And the people we know longer know here they are...
Today is one of those down days.. Not down and bad but when I just sit and listen to music and wonder. People ask questions that make me question the things i do and dont do....
Where would I be? I know we all ask that at times but it has been ages since I was in this place.. Where I just want to turn the lights of be on my own and listen to music and be.... It's hard sometimes.....
It's not been easy... And I guess I should be glad to be where I am today but still... Would it be very different if I hadn't done all those things....?
Just take a deep breath and pray I will be ok for tomorrow... I feel bad for even feeling it... But I belive you should be allowed to feel as well....
I just want to sit here with my ipod and listen with no questions...
And the things people think. Its hard to live up to the people or even defend they way you are or what you do.....
I ask for peace... In my heart and in my head......
And peace for those we have lost... All of you I think of you.... RIP everyone!
Just been sat here speaking about old stuff that has been and gone, the people we have lost along the way. So many that still deserve to be on this earth....
And the people we know longer know here they are...
Today is one of those down days.. Not down and bad but when I just sit and listen to music and wonder. People ask questions that make me question the things i do and dont do....
Where would I be? I know we all ask that at times but it has been ages since I was in this place.. Where I just want to turn the lights of be on my own and listen to music and be.... It's hard sometimes.....
It's not been easy... And I guess I should be glad to be where I am today but still... Would it be very different if I hadn't done all those things....?
Just take a deep breath and pray I will be ok for tomorrow... I feel bad for even feeling it... But I belive you should be allowed to feel as well....
I just want to sit here with my ipod and listen with no questions...
And the things people think. Its hard to live up to the people or even defend they way you are or what you do.....
I ask for peace... In my heart and in my head......
And peace for those we have lost... All of you I think of you.... RIP everyone!
